Sunday, June 8, 2008

Save me oh my God..

From the wretched sinner that I am! 
Oh to be free from this body of sin, from the lies and deceit wether in word, thought, or deed. Save me oh God from the desires of the flesh, to live for ones own gain and selfish want. 
Save me oh God from my thoughts, towards others, of things, and not of You!
So that I may wake in the morning able to call you my Lord. So that I may again call you my Love, and not betray that love and trust with further sin.
God, You are the source of all and with you one day is as a thousand years and a thousand years as a day. You surpass my understanding, and for that you are to be praised. 
Yet Lord my iniquity is great. I am the lowest of the low, though you do not remember my sin.
Father How is it that you do not remember my sin? Every moment it is on my mind or on my lips you have dealt with and forgotton it altogether.
God this knowledge is too much, yet I thank you for it. 
How good you are!
The best of lovers and the most wonderful and on High being!
I know you are to be praised, you alone. Deliver me from the evil one and from my flesh that I might praise you all the days of my life and no longer dwell in this life of iniquity. Thank you, my Lord.

1 comment:

- Sarah :-) said...

Wow - this sounds a LOT like a Psalm.

And don't forget - Jesus said David was a man after God's own heart, and he was FAR from sinless.

And don't dwell on your past sins. If you've asked for forgiveness, you've received it. And if you've received it, dwelling on it is pointless (though NOT easy... trust me!). It's like begging for a single slice of cake when you've been handed a HUGE one already, and it's just sitting there waiting to be eaten.