What if Michael does not love me the way I do him?
Ok...breathe. I would think he does but I am so good at second guessing myself. If I don't get a text that says something nice I worry. If he doesn't call when I would hope he would I worry. He doesn't remember to do the little sweet things I so long for and it makes me think that maybe he does not feel as strongly as I do! That would be horrible!
Maybe while he is gone this week he will come up with some amazing little sweet thing to do for me when he gets home that will make me know that he loves me. But...well its the little things right. And since Sarah like number points I will do some on the little things that make me know he loves me:
#1-He is so nervous to hold my hand or hug me wrong that sometimes I can tell he is thinking each movement through while he does it.
#2-His compliments are so genuine and most definitely not scripted, which makes it way cute.
#3-The way he looks at me.
#4-He always wants to look strong in front of me. I love it.
#5-He tries so hard to do his hair the way he thinks I will like it. He practices.
#6-He had his mom go shopping with him to find good clothes he thought I would like.
#7-The way he puts his arm around me at church.
#8-How he always holds my hand when we pray. It is like our special time.
There are more...but right now that is what I thought of. He is my special amazing dude. Yah, I know, I have become cheesy. Oh well!
In other news...I am cold. It is positively freezing outside! My Rabbit does not do to well in the cold, she sputters a bit and spits a big cloud of black from the exhaust. I bet I look classy in her! Well I must sleep!