Grief.

It has been a hard couple of days. I have opened up this window a number of times and not been able to post anything because I can't start the words coming. 

A friend died. He was a friend to me but a cousin and friend to Michael, they were close. I'm having a hard time with the whole life and death and how it comes and goes in an instant with no warning. It's been a rough week...that coupled with stuff I've seen and heard in the ER just has had me torn up this week. I will write more later.